I always like to 'dating' you neighbors at midnight

I am very puzzled, fear happy family shattered but I could not stop the relationship with his neighbors.

My childhood didn't get what made bright, 16 years old I was doing my mom without the wife. So, I have no other choice, you either have to reject raising children by a pretty cruel act, it is an abortion when it was a few weeks old.

Nearly 10 years later, I love and go to married people is my husband now. He is the second man in my life, is the son of a poor wife I have yet 2 years. You work in a State Agency and I was doing in the army. We are 2 daughters, I was a student, I learned new second level 1.

2 years ago, I retired home to do housework and shuttle the second school. My husband still working, then you are working away from home, many at the tea drunk alcohol so little interest in his wife. My activities now simple, everyday I also wake up from 4h30 light to walk 1, about lo breakfast for her husband, children go to school, cleaning the House.

During the exercise, I know a he and the neighborhood, the way my house about 300 m. The couple also had two daughters. Every morning, we file away or talking, laughing, and then become intimate and give the number of the phone to contact each other, walking along for fun. We confide the sad and funny to see quite the harmony.

I'm still dating him at midnight even though neighbors wife know of our relationship.

In addition to exercise, time to go home, we call each other quite a lot. Emotionally intimate with endearing love xen neighbor each other each on a raised at would not know. Dear brother, I began to feel longing each time not to meet you. I feel love for you too.

At one point his wife at home that you still call me, so gradually, your wife was born. Because in the same neighborhood so my wife and I know each other. Then the needle in long-coated on all exposed, also of the us is no longer a secret. His wife knew and know my phone number, my sister called me and we are not together anymore. Not only that, she also threatened and we have actively down home she apologized.

Fact is I very much fear, always stressful to take eating, insomnia, mental disorder. I am afraid the incident to her husband's ear, then I would not know how. In the end, I decided the Center with her husband, while on exercise, or I see you neighbor, wife's sister he knew so jealous with me. I explained to my husband that this is the trivial relations. So, my husband does not have doubts and loses again.

But neighbors around we still gossip, his wife still call me to talk. However, my husband too and believe me, I do not accept her sister's words.

Let the smooth warm family, neighbors and I don't call each other anymore but still dating meet on the morning walk. On board, I need to meet you at it, I asked my kids go along to my husband I don't doubt. The wife's job or requires formal night and also my husband back or travel. Once there, two hours of the night, we're still texting, calling each other. Based on the kindness and the trust of her husband, sometimes I still cheating on her husband.

After that, I was betrayed by "dumped" her husband. There are times, not restrain, I came to your House, call him out the door in late-night. Unfortunately the surrounding neighbors know and similar things happen. Now, his family conflicts very heavily. Closer to home, still see each other off the road, his wife looking straight in my face that I didn't dare to look at you.

Telling the truth is I'm very puzzled, fear happy family shattered but I could not stop the relationship with Britain's neighbors. I feel really happy when the British side. Now I am confused too, don't know what to do.=