I suffer infertility but my wife had elected message again

I laugh very compelling to her, no doubt. But I'm positive the thoughts, I'm disturbed that her pregnancy she's from nowhere there. She's so funny without seeing embarrassing mouth?

Suffering when his wife reported having voted.

I was married to her for four years, but not once would I disappointed my wife like this. We were married 4 years, the couple lived together in harmony, cheerful, happy. Without money, the couple also tried to save the business. My wife who is gentle, nature craft, at least when eaten bỗ, speaking to the encyclopedia.

So, although the last 4 years we had no children, the couple suffered a lot of pressure from my parents and neighbors, relatives, his wife nor resentment towards the exclamation on a reply.

In General, talk about quality, my wife is a good man, very thoughtful and psychology. That day, I am miserable because no story. The couple I've visit many places without results. This story, only I understand. Because on your baby, I know its also been mumps, fear is the story behind this childbirth difficult. But I don't doubt is raised like this. Perhaps, this was due to me but that a visit to a doctor is not yet discovered.

I was silently to a trusted place, was an acquaintance introduced a physician examined the cause is due to me not. And I discovered that she was suffering from infertility. It is true that due to sequelae of the disease mumps runs on from on your baby.

I really feel puzzled, I was month, dare not speak the sentence with his wife. I'm afraid to say the truth will take his wife, I worry about things happening in the future. If the wife I know, do not know how disappointed she will, and also do not know, she'll act out stars, or abandon this husband.

Actually, I also don't want to hold his wife selfish when his infertility. But I'm not yet prepared to say all. Must have time, must have strong mentality and I say this with my wife. I imagine the face of his wife's frustration, imagine the worst scenes in this family when they all know I am infertile. Then the neighbor will look at me with eyes of scorn or pity?

Then, months later, you don't even get behind 4 about the breeze with me as you have elected. I am stunned, really? I'm born that you have elected, so that is why I, an affair with?

I'm really puzzled about his wife. These days, I always notice his wife. I look at you by the eye discomfort, pry, I noticed each gesture, speech. I see strange children. Look how I delighted to read information about women who get pregnant, I feel terrible inside. At this point, I wish I could read the thoughts of others, like I will know you have voted with whom, and what did you do, fool me.

I'm confused, I'm suffering immensely. I don't know whether to tell his wife the truth, to choose his life or accept another man's child and feed it as his son? Does my wife have to do so is because you love me, sacrifice because I do not want to abandon desire me or my husband, didn't want me to be unhappy?=