Suffering when my husband said 'you will have all you if to Portuguese'

The couple I married for love. Life after marriage is also quite hard. Homeland and foreign country separated 150km. Husband and wife I rent, living and working in a small city, away from the family home her husband 40 km.

I was 34 years old this year, is the Office worker, was every person's comment, lovingly. My husband more than I was 2 years old, is a good man, loving, interested and always helping me work from home. He nevertheless graduated from University but constantly changing work and income also precarious, had, at no time, at unprofitable business although I always endeavor, try to work.

My husband says I will have it all if you have to.

Poor husband's parents should not be of any help. The couple I fell on the scene (the reason in me more). To this point, I almost can not have children should normally be way more lives more difficult. Although the couple still lived together was to the tenth year. Due to live sincere and know to behave so I was my husband's parents and children my husband hurt you. It comforted me a lot.

More than a year, my husband changed jobs. He chose make a multi-level company although I vehemently oppose. Time for me to have a little that his income was not enough to yourself you spend. Everything in the House, running the curing babies I own.

And then I found out he has a mistress. She is under my husband's. I was very miserable and decline. Faith and love me for him many years collapsed. I was crying a lot. He confessed that he and she have feelings for each other but because the two have had the family should try to keep the distance together.

It is just minutes rather than heatstroke have feelings. I know that is not true. He begged me for forgiveness because he still love me. I myself still loves her husband so I have forgiven you. Although this has made my husband wife relationship becomes extremely difficult. We both no longer excited to be able to love each other again. The gesture cuddly for me also.

At the same time that I am prepared to go do IVF Institute (TTON) times 2. I think that when I myself tried to do all to have kids with you, then everything will be fine. Hospital cost I worry, you only need to maintain good health, maintain family fun, motivation for me to go to reach TTON job too well. But I was wrong.

The critical half life near two months I just go to work, just go to hospital but the family still persistent stress. Have 1, 2 times he told me to stop going with the reason you didn't make money. Because the desire to have children and still trust my husband so I decided to go to the hospital.

Ironically for me, tomorrow I trim the egg then today I found out he was still in a relationship with the other girls. Things do not stop anymore, I trim the egg, embryo transfer and hospital near 1 week for being too ovarian size. This time, her husband still take care of me. I know that's not entirely out of love for you. That it is the only work you have to do at the moment.

Soon after I returned home, have taken up my mother-in-law. On Monday, he went from morning to night, how I call you don't hear new England mills and the dark forever home after having drunk. The day after that for me very heavily. I clearly see the husband no longer loves me like before but I still quietly caring for me. That made me feel extremely painful. I was crying a lot. Feeling like I can no longer try to live again.

I have recommended to my husband out in private, because we need the time and space to look back on her own feelings. If you really love me then come back. Otherwise, then that is also the answer for me. I don't agree however that you say ... love for me has much less but in the meantime, you still want to care for me. And on goes the blood test. Again, I'm still not pregnant.

My husband also got encouragement and promise with me. He now must focus on the job to earn money to take care of the couple's life after this. To help her husband quickly reach your goals at work, you need an amount of more than one hundred millionaire to do business. At first I didn't agree, after he persuaded and pressured. I finally agreed to give you the ultimate savings amount that I intended to go. I want my husband to see me loving and willing to do anything for you.

Married life I also have less stress than the section since that date to date was over 3 months. Only 2 more weeks I go hospital to embryo transfer. Will not have to fret anymore if I'm not accidentally found out my husband was still an affair. They still call each other "husband-wife".

I pretend not to know anything. I asked my husband about plans to go the Senate and he says that he has yet to make money should defer travel at this Institute, out Jan. I said that, I will try the hospital charges money worries, why don't see you willing to the children, I really look forward to having you with me? My husband said: the desire to have children, is normally the rule.

I am lonely and suffering immensely.

I spoke frankly with her husband about I know you affair. I confess is in love with the other girl (was divorced and has a daughter) and do not want to terminate that relationship. He will still hurt and anxiety for me if I give you one more chance. He said I will have it all if you accept to have my wife and at the same time. His girlfriend also really hurt me, if I agree, she'll get pregnant married households. If I see you no longer deserve the love and sacrifice of yourself, you will save both.

I feel incredibly dissapointed. The belief once again collapse. But I still love my husband and the desire to nurture, build a happy family. Should I continue to put embryos? Does it pull you back with me? My husband so that I know what to do? Hoping you read advice to help me handle this difficult situation. Please thank you!=