'Ate' ... are you ready break

In 18 years I have loved a person your age. That's who I always listen and share. And so intimate and call it love. He treated me fairly well, although by age but always make concessions. And also perhaps because before that we were very close and I still regularly do nũng, who presents as a child. But is 16, then we split up, was the real farewell after so many times to say farewell and returned back.

I am miserable when I left.

Not long after that I was in love with someone other than my age. Me and him know each other is more than a year because of the same class as the University but never talk to each other. Later he said he noticed I should have actively approached I was impressed with him because he always says he loves his family, everything you do for the family. And so I have loved you.

Perhaps love has come too quickly? Go eat together are a few times, then he put me on his bed and he had the intimate gestures to me. Every next level higher again. And in the meantime, he asked me about the relationship with the person before has come to the point, there are the gestures, where? I tell you all, even that person ever go home and have the intimate gesture there but yet too limited to go every time. After that he said all and love me more because I'm happy. I trust you more than I trust you more than what I see and hear, more than all the people around, all the more reason. But since then, he is not taking me to play like the other couple that put me on the bed and he's a lot more.

I like a doll to wear that I want though never comfortable with. He used enough to do "that" to me, when unsuccessful, you catch me to oral sex. We love each other for almost a year, I say farewell in the sunsets. In love with you, I was always direct you, always ignore all the infinite mind. The uk apathy, don't text, don't call, I contacted don't pick up but I still missed. He made a mistake, never getting the error in contrast I always apologize in advance, I also ignored. He mesmerized gathered friends that are ready for me to climb the tree several hours without explanation, I also ignored. Don't know since when you're always in the right and I'm always wrong.

How many times have you made me teary-eyed but just to see him, I'm willing to ignore for you all. So that you are the person who said the break up with me. And the reason you give is from when the stories and people before, you did not love me anymore. Truth hurts! So I cheated on me all the time called love? Me and the old man? What you get as to tell me these things? Your words make me feel you're scary, really blatant. I can't believe this is someone I love and trust more than yourself. That's you?

The British farewell for some time but I never be peace at all. Yourself and think about all what was experiencing, by his logic, I discovered the inconsistencies in his words, in his actions and also know the reviews about you through other friends. I've seen hate you ... but now I just feel awesome.

I wonder why you made me hurt like that, even to the extent of each of the many times thinking of the death that has no place in the world of his existence ... so that he remains cheerful and confident saying that, I don't find fault with me while I hang on with yourself? Now I have more balanced but the wound he caused still.

I also like the other girls always want to have a love and the marriage happy, warm yen. Her parents didn't know about 2 my love and always reminds me about getting married, what children. I shall always live in fear and did not dare to think about the future. As I am a girl not a virgin white. So, I even can get real happiness again? Whether the man would be able to accept my past and I love real? Or do I encounter people like you? The gentleness and sincerity anyway also can't replace my past again.

I strongly enough to always be myself and never accept things I don't like, but the one from "If" it's too late!=