Get married then pity the ancient love affair

So, when her parents forbade to him, the man not have nothing in hand I keep straight at him like an ephemera and swear that, if not get him I won't get anybody else. And though her parents have forbidden that I strove against, decided to get married with the thought, ' after this gauge, the bear '. Because the day before, he says or say how sweet I believe, just we together, no matter what.

That day, I still remember as in he asked me ' are you afraid of him suffering, poverty, precarious work '. I don't think that hurt him more than when I said that line. You understand me more than anyone, understand I'm the girl no matter the material, always intelligent and love. So, I loved him with all her heart, decided to marry you don't regret.

After 2 years as husband and wife, they have a daughter, everything started to change. The gentleness of you now back to bite. He said little but each time I do, I fear-up news. He mad to want to face me, want to swear at me. Eyes of corporal punishment fits the look my wife, very helped.

First, I too was surprised. Surprised to the point of frustration because he never had the attitude like that with my wife. My tears come out movement, no holding back. And I was angry at him, don't talk to you throughout the week. After that, you have to be proactive about healing for over everything.

But there are times 1 has 2 times, 3 times, so many times. I start to feel stressed people because I say something I didn't just get him started tantrum. I always regarded him as the most. Up to now, when not earn more money worry for children in costly that you always uncomfortable. Because I think, I'm at home for time off, not go to work, just him making money is a heavy responsibility, something I feel a painting.

I'm not a greedy person, seeing other people wealthy but dismay and decry her husband. But to say the truth, look at the man he had once flirted with me, who once pursued me to 5 years that I feel when looking at her husband. A man with no releases, an air Division, and just think, let what's going to make me tired. I worry every day rice bowl, each saving vulnerable to copper, the husband also bring money to go get drunk. Did you even try to express with your friends that you're wealthy, so, friends asked if money is not he also enthusiastically lend to express their wealth.

I myself always thinking, who do so then when husband would make his wife. Say, are you mad that I decry him, annoyed with her husband. I don't count or speak out in words but my expression, I think I understand how frustrated I am. You really made me think about the love affair. Those who pursue me now who also has a private home, who are also rich with stable jobs.

Actually, I've always loved my husband, but I'm disappointed at what you're doing I think ' price as the day before I took that person '. I think about the love affair. I feel sorry and feel a little selfish when always expressed not with those people to pursue. They are sincere, they enthusiastically, but I love you, man during the day, said rim plastic sayings. And now it's like this here. Europe is also in me, know who's accountable. Just a boring husband and inadvertently think minutes back on the past month, see a little dismay youth only.

On that front, I think love is all. But now, even the phrase love husband and wife also not for me. How many years now, he has forgotten the responsibilities to do her husband. I always thought, is the husband and wife then don't matter anymore. I leave because I thought I loved him now. I forgave him once, then will continue to forgive him. I think I will never change, never abandoning her husband.

Yes, I know my weaknesses. I will never leave her husband because of the heavy family burden me. I will also not adultery because I was faithful woman. I need to live for families, because children not I myself. But maybe you can't understand a thing. When love is no longer live together, just gratitude the life extremely bland and the couple will not be like the old days. So, do you mean spouses?=