I have an affair because of a lunch box

Everyday, I take just to work to earn money. Last month, I regularly carry on salary for his wife raising children, cover the cost of living, a small part of the money I keep to spend. To this point, my salary is also quite belongs. The family I also so that a clear differentiation. All the exterior sides of my wife are all on our own, I rarely intervene. All arrangements of her I agreed. I thought things like that is done, will the Yen family warm.

I have sympathy with colleagues.

But as time went by, she began to change. Originally the story asking my husband where to go, what to do, having one ... I think it is normal that should answer. My wife's spoiled, wealthy girl, I attribute that does not spoil the water down what kind of husband and wife as well to the quarrel. The abstinence as well as love for her still intact as the first day.

But so much when I do not understand is his man in the eyes of his wife did not. She self ... was wrong, said manageable and seized all the money in person. I also no longer freely with friends and hobbies. My wife more closely in the management of time, the relationship of the husband but let go loose interest in the seemingly ordinary things.

The morning I go to work, my wife usually prepares for me lunch box to carry. But lunch I eat enough not no. There are many minutes the rice that little food. Yes, I ate the rice box minutes still no feeling in the stomach. His wife also didn't pay attention to my hobbies should normally not food. Many packed rice opened the box out of which I do not feel sad response action. Sometimes I sit against the chopsticks look at Rice, boxes of colleagues back teasing me as "boring House rice."

Then, a female colleague of mine did to Italy and often cleverly convinced me to dine together. Indeed, the lunch of the gravitational Constant, I eat very delicious mouth. Since then, the afternoon she often brought a more productive rice anymore for me.

Speaking of food, his wife prepare for rice boxes without eating food again, thanks to colleague's Office quite eccentric, prone to pry. But the Constants are very delicate, so I feel comfortable. Lunch hour is probably about time I see fun, cheery. This lasts for about 1 year now and then. On the day, my wife still prepares rice for my part, I still go to work but to favor for food protection.

Long ago, the relationship between me and the constant became necessary, if this is adultery ? In response to your she, after noon I invite her to drink cafe or help when she needs it. Constant is a single mother. Because each encounter rough in marriage so she lived quite discreetly. She often confides, shared with me a lot in my life and ask for advice.

Don't know from time to time I was feeling her affection. On the side, I get the feeling the warmth, fun, something that I do not feel in his own home. I know she also had feelings for me. And in the end what is to come, I also adultery with Constants.

But "the needle in the wrapped long on wild out also". Rumors I pair United to my wife. She's angry, sad to hear me explain has painted hugged on the foreign exchange side. I know I was wrong but adultery have to do to my wife to comprehend the mind of her husband?=