Married sex-mad, my 3 years of not wearing pants

I was born in a poor village, learning not to, in return I high to 1m68, also in the form of lovingly, so after quit school in grade 11, I also specify always the few married, stable and children lay the girl ends life, simple also. And then when I was 20, was the introduction of the neighbor, I know you-my husband later. I have parents in their homeland but gave up the city living for a long time, and have a home, you're more than I was 10 years old. Sometimes I have about home visiting family so the sides are facilitated through the back.

I first met him I was impressed by the appearance of masculine, tough but very warm voice. And you also say that a true affection would rather my devotion, we exchanged phone numbers and texting each other often. Some time later I confess I do want to marry his wife, and will also pay for the family home, as I have reason to nod. During that period, he never intended to "touch" something, he says that he wants to keep me, and so I left extremely respectful and you think your life is also to meet be blessed, happy.

But the wedding night is truly a nightmare, my first took place in pain, he is very healthy, whole night I couldn't sleep just because you demand too high and always suggested I meet. I though very painful but thought the belly is the wedding night is "hard" should you spoil everything. Ideas that will have only that night, but he would also ask me to "cooperate" with you, I almost exhausted and says not responding do you be famous upset, value for him so to Kenya touched the baskets you out "find another way". Married not long that he had to show that makes me extremely humiliated and embarrassed. This story gets out, then not know to climb into the hole again. And I silent afternoon my husband. Even my husband began to learn the "new techniques" to apply, do I find extremely miserable. But the most appalling, he caught not wearing pants, even home not wearing pants to wear only skirts that chip to when he needs the "Act".

Up to now have 3 years from the date of the wedding, we had a young girl's Grand khỉnh but the situation still, I feel I'm being treated like a tongue, a sex slave is more a wife. Each time he stepped into the House as I feel scared and ready to "hold". Now my face is still, whether I should search for himself a life or not? Because if this, the sooner I also suffer depression, but when thinking of children and parents for the support account under my hometown, I swallowed back tears ...=