' I'd rather have discounted the husband rather than ever I crave patch virginity '

This is the fourth time I honestly confess with a man that I'm not a Virgin. And of course, first he says "it doesn't matter". But then, they find a way to bypass and leave me.

4 people come with me then all 4 people are traced to ask me about my daughters virginity. And would I also honestly because don't want to tell yourself.  Besides I think, this century is the century XXI and, despite lying at the moment but when really in a relationship with them, men will know now that women have a virgin or not. So, I don't lie because such wild when caught, the truth will be more difficult to cure.

But I understand that, in theory, the man knowing that daughters are no longer virgins are not important. But in fact, very few men would do so. At fun, getting past the anger would at each other and they pulled out of that chatter. Because when has is of another, they again jute, grit: "she was easy to sleep with a stroke can sleep like that with all the many other guy".

I have 2 close friends. And the words of two people with me very sincerely. They also left in me much thought.

I still think of myself "would rather discounted her husband rather than never crave patch virginity". I think so too hard and stupid?

Not knowing what the loss of virginity , a friend of mine is the hand played daughter adept said this: You look like that go onto it to patch for like new and intact. By me though is the man real player but when I get married must also choose a good wife gentleness and in particular must remain intact.

I asked it why the contradiction. It said: "man, that's all play selfish rather than his wife is still the front girl". And then it also threatens nẹt me that: "she did not keep himself, which goes back to the patch. By even a man has played dozens of girls as I could not accept his story took to wife ever more tense relations is the other guy ".

And I found the lyrics it says also not wrong. Because 4 people I love, I love they say is so mouth but they still suffering and day end before my past.

My friend do doctors in a big hospital. As a doctor it psychologically.  Know the story, it advised me that, d., also of the hymen doesn't matter at all. But with the boyfriends, with her husband, then quite important. It says that, actually, it's not cost is how much, just about a few million. Therefore it recommended that I should go to patch the hymen because of missed what rolls on after what little regret.

Afraid I'm afraid about the patch onto the bottle, it said, the hymen is ranked only patch a form of surgical, very simple with people who have experience in the field of obstetrics and gynaecology. And the Virgin surrounded by a patch of the look of the men, the society of the woman's virginity.

It also said, after Virgin patch about 2 months, no incision infection will heal like the original, "it" will return to the status quo as the Virgin girl. But to me, to get a marriage happy, the most important thing is still the candid and honest. That is why I did not hesitate to confess four times has lost virginity from age 23.  I think he loves me really understand and accept my human. Besides I think, I'm not running as a man when they are ready to turn to her only because knew I was tearing the delicate membrane loss in your body. Until now when was 27 years old, I still think of myself "would rather discounted her husband rather than never crave patch virginity". I think so too hard and stupid? But I think that lining is of the body. Therefore, I have full rights to her body?  =