Hate his mother ten years do not receive child

The road from Saigon on the remote but nothing Tho because is the first to go alone so I was scared. In the car I'm being hugged backpack a few clothes and a few hundred thousand as a treasures. I observe the people around her see anyone suspicious, anyone has the look as "mother of mine" or not ...

Perhaps look at me strange woman should sit next to graciously asked: "You about? Why go alone? ". I doubt look at her: "You about visiting Grandma...". To hear me speak out his home address will come, her gentle smile: "? Your doctor also there. Later down the car, have to ride a long hug again to home. So OK, you were the grandchildren of anyone? ". I have more peace of mind should speak out the name of her grandmother. To listen done, she laughed: "dime out I was in Heaven. Make sure the child's Jewel. " I said: "Yes, it's not. I was the son of mother Africa ". The woman raised eyebrows at you: "Europe? She just had a baby with Natural Jade. So not okay ". I started to panic: "Yes, you're right, she was also the aunt of three children named Jade, you name the youngest Army; also my mother is second, European name. She takes the new salmon being the ... ".

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At the time the car reached the dock of our narratives should be cut in it. However, I still bring unspeakable wonder in the heart. When the car hug, I pulled the unconscious between the three vehicles should not add anything. The car runs as long as 20 minutes she told Uncle the car hug: "Children for little down place star fruit Tree fork nghen".

I didn't know it was called star fruit Tree fork but looking snake dike road, the two sides are, I remember just the way home. I thank the woman had directions, thank you've paid me and run a home for foreign vessels.

In the youngest boy, see I start: "Oh, my God, thought I said, who are you about the loss but the. Here, here ... Foreign very weak ". He told those packed before foreign rice paddy just lying about, go rolling out unconscious. Foreign Exchange then woke up but very weak. He demanded the foreign passenger loads but most foreign hospitals do not bear away. When I go to the foreign export, with support only Asia has also not said no. To dark then takes exception.

My mother up on to see the last exception. Until today the foreign mother and stepfather buried I new about. My mother cried, why don't you blame fainting wait mom about but you said has treated on time, without delay. Parents in to open graves then returned to Saigon, I want to stay playing with you, but I don't tell: "About College again, staying do?". You see then beg: "Are summer-that, for it to play a few packed. Learn what studies? ". Finally the mother renewed for 2 days.

In 2 days, enough for interrogation about the boy I said I heard was on the car. Finally, he nodded I confess: my mother was pregnant with a married man, the blood at birth I tape should network and leave you almost have to bring I sent loads of pagoda. I was 6, my mother then please bring me the temple invisible up to now always in Saigon. The year I was 6 years old, parents familiar with my stepfather I now and told him I was the son of the deceased sister. My mother also told me so. At that time I also have sad but comforting mother: "whatever the mom not born but I have my support now from small, regarded the...".

Parents also say a lot but I don't understand it and I don't remember clearly. The only thing I'm in form, I'm not the mom was born. I have to accept concessions in favour of the most love for the children of parents with his stepfather. In return, I suffered roi yanked yelled at, insults, of both the mother and the man later.

Therefore that six years later, the truth has been overturned completely. 12 years, my aversion to enough not to want to return to unwind yourself. But I also don't have a choice. When I put the car out of Saigon, the boy: "you don't have to tell you is you tell me listen, if not your mother will do you are angry".

I bring warm memories of grief a child abandoned throughout many years ago. I can't understand why I from a child Sage wisdom back become stubborn, stiff neck, hard, hard to tell so. .. You don't learn that only know the blame, anger, crying ... And each time, so the hatred, contempt for his mother as filled up.

Now I decided to give up. I received a scholarship to study abroad. I will try to learn, will stay in the party that work and find a chance to settle abroad. I just told mom this procedure done. My mother weeping, blame, anger. Finally my mother screamed: "Oh, why am I suffering? Raising it ten years, two dozen, few hours it comes away is gone ... Map ungrateful. So I put it in the pagoda ".

Mom's accidentally saying cause my anger flared up. I looked at mom's right, "lom lom maybe then parents must leave the temple never to do? Now parents regret? Conscience of the mother to bring her sons of laptops when thrown away like that? ".

I still say more words very harsh again before entering the room slamming the door. Didn't know you understand most of the things I say or not but after her mother fell sick to emergency hospital admissions. My stepfather called me: "The invisible mom visits go, I want to see you". Short answer: "I'm not invisible".

I was also not at home that Sapa tour registration, then I go back to visit my Tho. My mom called his call, I didn't hear the air. So how far 2 days, I get the message of his stepfather: "my mother had cancer last phase, I want to see you. Don't regret later. "

I have nothing to regret. He didn't deserve to make the mother when did not dare to look upon, dare not love his own nipples. But his stepfather cram already disturbed by the message. He said that my mother could not talk, could not eat. I know he's just exaggeration for me mủi ...

Remaining true to a week I would Board the plane. I'm looking forward for a quick moment to let me escape the burdens are on his life; take away your peace, serenity that I must have been born since do humans on this world ...=