Inferiority lost virginity should I need to hold you

(Phunutoday)-I know you through a friend. He drained, easy look and standard designs such as model . Go next to him I feel proud, even though I'm pretty humble about my height and appearance. In return for me the computer fun, witty, upbeat and love life. Both came together very sincere and gentle. I just know we keep playing last week, telling each other stories daily, I poke him laugh and see her smile is how tired dispel. Maybe that's why I love you also then endearing words always or. The new day, we love each other or miscellaneous corner, sitting in the cafes, occasionally are the bouquets of flowers, gifts. Each time he passed me, I'm like a kid. To me, he is the most important person is based both on spiritual and emotional. To tell you the truth is I'm very proud of it, I myself will be the woman who makes you happiest in the world. In him, the two birthday we go out together are very fun. I am extremely happy when he step wave dinner in the restaurant, clutching hands, warm hug and kiss for you and sweet gift that I prepared for a long time.

Photo illustrations Over 1 hour of our night. When that neighbors had locked the door. Fear of people woke up so I suggested we go to rent a room in the hostel. I don't think this situation and want him brought home my close friends. He said like he despises, and late at night and then go to bed thanks to the home you are not funny. I reluctantly followed him on restaurant. When up, the more he demanded one at that. Unexpected and I don't agree ... He disappointed the smoking lobby. Later he demanded and then felt all the words valve, today is your birthday, you want to only want you. Finally, because the little I have given you all to now I feel regret. And then after that, every time you go play requires, once, twice, three times ... and then regularly. After having intimate physical relationship, I feel very dependent on him. Every argument, even though you're wrong but I would have to be reconciled before the people, much as he yelled at me even worse I also silent. Every time IM, phone I also home before because I've lost virginity and once parting I would hardly get the man kind. Then one day I discovered he no longer loves me again when reading is the idyllic English messages with the other daughter. I like the exhausting and unexpectedly he has changed, no longer in love with me anymore. I am crying begging, begging you not to leave me. If you say you leave me, I will commit suicide. To not take you all the way I did to keep the attachment again, watching you, I even approached his parents, friends. Don't know I do it correctly. But just because always embarrass his daughters ' that does not have anything to lose, "should I do it. Give me an advice.