My wife confessed to not 'sublimation' to me by Mistress

I am a rural youth growing up with two white hands, enough food, her family worried about school and make money. To 25 year old met and acquainted with you, I just broke up with your boyfriend, I do you and then swap, help each other in work, life. In much of this turbulent love story I find myself too hardworking and not know love. Finally we also came together with a wedding.

I do care, job success, all of which are intended for children. And then we catch a little angel was born, I would try to buy the House. To take the children to volunteer vacation and demanding part don't like taking care of my family. The difficulty gradually passed, we have to add a little stale, family integrity, the more I love you, but the couple have much more disagreement.

nine years passed, we had two lovely children, a monthly, how much money I put out for you. See you, we hired 2 maids, I have more free time, more and more beautiful. I'm happy to go the entire month, then go home for a few days. I say stay home sad, I went to school want to do something, I also support.

I like playing stock, I buy for computers, cell phones, Iphone. Children playing and through a little hole, also the time I highly recommend should only play for fun, don't put heavy winning that sunk in. I don't listen to the angry left so I decided to remove several hundred million for children and as I spend money for fun. Have the computer, I usually research the net and up on the few pages of story, story of husband and wife.

This virtual network, I met a Director of corporate design. He's good at flirting, sharing that has a crazy wife, then suggested she ask me the Center Hotel. Finally I poured under the code handsome gentlemanly of him. Unknowingly, a student of the I see you at the hotel asked me, I called you, I turned down. I put out the evidence, finally I opened.

I call that man, at first he refused, later took the challenge and always have the rain clouds. I heard that just want the presence of him no longer exists on the this life anymore.

I'm sorry, I looked to the two angels that does not know how. Finally, because of the gratitude and love still so I had suffered humiliation to home alone, children warm care.

After a few minutes, and I said I didn't love, only love because you're too good for me. In the eyes of everyone and all my family, I'm always good, so I have no value, so you need to find someone to watch their children more valuable. I confess the affair to bedding the mistress can sublimation, also with the I only do instinctively. I'm sorry now live together I don't do like I did with the mistress.

I skipped to the children but now I was I treated like strangers.

I grew up only a single love and 2 Angel, have missed for me but now I was I treated like strangers and tolerate, because I do not want my child being scrambling. Now I'm very sad, not knowing what to do, the smart children of silence to retreat quietly or talk to hatred and crushing that people lose the most is the child?

I plan to export but worry for my monthly, you and I were together, parents of cancer, at least 30 million, if I give it up, then these people who worry? In I still love you and your family. Should I have revenge to all together dead? =