Husband affair and then pimp your own suffering myself back home to his wife raising

My parents had a marriage is not happy. I was too. From a young age, I've seen his mother biting teeth to endure the roi. The child, four years is not as innocent. It started to have the question boggles runs in the first, as: "why the guest again husband wives? If not then why? The you, in kindergarten will eat and sleep like if you did the mother claims her as in his house? " ... Indeed, it comes out that this really isn't or, but I confess: I hate! Even hatred! Her father was an evil man, harsh, and!!!!

My dad is a person. (Photo illustration)

Growing years, I see many times demanding that divorced parents. But would my mother also both. Parents not to sign divorce even. Certain mom back home with whatever I was pulled xềnh mother xệch home to pay for her grandmother! I hurt my mother immensely! In this life, certainly my mother whom rings humiliation, suffering the most, who packs up! But I also cannot agree with mom! I turned to dislike both his grandparents, because I think that is who was filling my mom's mind the concept "export price" accomplice "wife" ...

As well as witnessing his mother's pain that becomes negative in view on life, people and the world. I was not gentle, calm as many girlfriends around. On the contrary, I am rude, with short sleeve and have small parts. I don't have buddies, I live a solitary life, not have people listen. Because, no one wants to close one guys always like his income and are willing to say the words hard to hear for with everyone. I didn't even have a "love piece Extractor" would all these years. Because what seems "relatively inert my" makes most people predict that I ... have issues about gender. The men you hated me, laugh at me. The family, who also worry with his work, for you non-stop doomed mother, so no one has a little bit of time would motivate, sharing with me.

And then, I don't know if I should be happy or sad, when I finished school, out of school, get a job, then my dad sudden death! Dad went out the way very ... "bullshit", i.e. no what notice is a healthy person like you going through life. I remember the day my Dad calls for headaches, go is from light. Few hours later, when my mother into the room to call my father cold! Police, neighbors also have suspected my mother poisoned her husband due to beatings and torture. But every investigation, every the information search are just proved my mother was overly kind to me, absolutely nothing suspect here. So, finally, in the conclusion of the investigation just stopped in the phrase "unknown causes".

But that again is cause for a big conflict between me and my mom! Because, right after my father's funeral, there was a woman walking a child to my house, said that she and my father had two children. I have to tell the police that she spoofed my family attempting to misappropriate assets. But it's not. DNA tests confirmed that the son of the father. The House they were in was also my father bought the paper, name changed hands was my father do. Even the neighbor in her home in the area, also confirm that my dad back where it very often! That is, until two dozen this year, father cheated on my mother, have a family with private property, which no one knows anything!

My mother shock, emergency because of heart attack. My sister then angry, it veered into the hit woman as a wounded beast! It was impossible to restrain the floats! My own, think of your own way!

Turns out, I did not love her. The proof is I want a divorce from my mother many times but I don't want that! The primary intent of keeping the attachment regardless of everything that has made me depressed and could not come up with his woman. The boredom she makes my father domineering and aggressive. In this talk, I am not advocating parents! Though honestly I also feel hate the other woman to his marrow bones!

I looked at the two kids that the other woman pimp to, they are my children! A fifteen years old and a child up to three. They separated pretty much age, it seems, to produce them, the woman had to take a lot of prejudice, or due to a missed villages. I hate my mother, I hate my father, but I take mercy on them! They also like me, witnessing his mother being a man. Just, how tormenting are different, one is beaten, tortured. A behind is neglected (or must abandon), same ...

The other woman returned home for my mother, she wanted to prove she did not intend to usurp what's my mother anything. She put her big baby about his homeland, in which they are found. Separately Monday, the child doesn't understand why, it has the problem of communication-a form of autism-should have three years old then, which always sleepy as dumb. It needs to stay in the city, according to the particular school of recovery possibilities, abstain for too long will be more complicated. This child, I received nourishment. I, didn't know a man in love, now have to become a single mom to a child that for me, there are too many obstacles along the coast! But do not understand why, I again found myself loving it limitless! Sorry for it as your child trót "dropped", to now have people brought to me, "picked up" ...

Hear the teacher say to restore the ability to communicate for a child with autism, need to have a mother who is always fun and peace, must absolutely not be bit irritable or negative. Of course I do! I started the whole process of "healing" for yourself!

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