The mind of a woman who is abandoned after 12 years of love, not married

And I love each other until moving about living is 12 years, time enough to understand human to each other (I think it was). The painter I do media, a combination of culture and the arts, the same general personality a destination's beauty so we don't take too much time to learn.

Intelligent, personality as a black coffee comparisons brought back from Ban me Thuot, did I, I feel like a glass and silver Buffalo for more salt. Anyway, we still share a point which is both brewed coffee in a very special way.

I love the personalities of intelligent life coming from the English way of painting, a space that I thought I was understanding, as well as always looked on me as a woman do alone a realm, compliments don't float and walking but let's cooking like FLOSS soil erosion, enjoying the tửng. We love the individuality of each other, I am 25, also Proving 28.

During the 12 years, we have lived "Please mistress forever" of each other without binding anything

As the two listen to stupid guys, I never thought was Intelligent and both will pimp hand to hand to the ward Commission to "kill" the primary registration server to love and life to become a wife and a husband milk BIM field salary enough, asleep at home. Because of the way think so should we have not registered, don't marry that so moved to live with each other, ignore any advice to stop from family, friends, and all of the things public opinion, because actually with the Africa I and don't treat them as "nail"!.

More than a decade passed with know how turbulent, collision, contradiction, how are handbags suitcases out of the House and then how times back, we stayed together as a familiar thing just like all the other normal couple. However, what is less than charm children should cover years we still don't have the results, and I had been thinking of artificial insemination but the intention is actually big enough and yet we both felt so life is pretty good for children isn't natural.

Approximately 2 years, then our emotional signs of cracking. The story began when a business trip in a mountainous province in the North, which produced a lot of pretty girls. Proving a she "painted ladies" in it, draw a lot of pics of her. I look at pics of intelligent well enough to understand what the delusion that he is for the woman to go, but so confident about myself, so should opponents contempt I had crashed into a real situation éo le, not doubt!

On a return trip after the Coalition more than two months, sat talking seriously to me that the "Muse" of England had voted and I'm going to do my father! The news that like a thunderbolt horizontal ear, a sharp knife stabbed into the lẹm heart of a coward, I silence because of shock, because do not know what to say, what to do in this situation, suddenly from the main "position ' I suddenly became" Tuesday "in the story, I just know to ask" now what? "

Minh said want to be caring and responsible with the woman and the child, I shut up bitter that sympathy because of the fact that time had any feeling in my heart all mixed up, I don't know what to do right because I and he just tied together by love, where there is a legitimate couple as everyone ...

That time I went back, and then when the woman give birth , then you must be in on it is not about. My heart as broken, disruption by the way he treats his 12 year Mistress: silence is the only answer now!

And now, I'm forever lost you ...

I hear your call, I look to take advantage where he and the other woman is Intelligent and knows she has married and live decent a couple as main fullness. I see a serious spiritual crisis, who I am in life. The wife-lover-or the lover-stranger-old people? Not a satisfactory answer, I find to be answered about the relationship between us, about our love, affordable has changed or I did not understand him to?

Says suddenly Proving feel in love with the woman, seeing weird and not understand should want to explore, and then love and when do you father very happy. I sat listening to him say as people are listening to tell a love story rather than the story of his life, I asked, "So is our relationship?". Coalition silence. And I understand: 3 years together and then finally just vague emotional stuff, temporary, non-binding, are not responsible for each other's life, so should the new Coalition's easy charm blowing everything to come to a new situation without prejudice, hesitant.

I was then not a woman, I reviled, scolded nhiếc, lead extraction and blame for all. Minh looked at me and said a sentence like crashing into my heart again "If you have someone new then let men be responsible with your life, don't think love not binding is great love. Have you ever worshipped but then I realized I was wrong ... "

Now he has a new happy, he has a wife, a baby, he has all the experience enough to you arrogant that you have lived "unbeaten" like that! But what about me? What do I do with myself? How to live again, the orientation back when that I think that there is anything wrong? If love is dead, then bound together by a responsibility to that doomed?