'The long slide Stain' of female students international economic University HN

(Phunutoday)-the "on East under summer" still smiling mouth of H at that I never forgot. Looks like more lovely H, more nature, there is a part that is H love life and indifferent of the ago. But I do not doubt that the posture that was the last picture of the H student nature, love life.

I don't know what to say anymore, don't understand why in my heart at that time had a very unpleasant feeling, upset because of the way think of accidentally H or uncomfortable because of something else? I also do not explain.

I and H has been almost two months living together in a wide room as long as 10m2. But it is not great but we also used to have the dates live very happily in the first months of life. As the dates like that passed until we are out of school, then it's good to know you guys. But he always just like people used to have to use 2 from the "If"?

A sad story with the life of H but probably also will be the obsession of my students for life, even it will haunt me throughout my life. That is the true story of Hanoi in occasion of the battle "deluge" in 2008. Then both I and H are all new students new drain legs feet wet to Hanoi, everything is still very strange.

On entering the school do not yet find the room should I be acquaintance introduced in pair with H. my first impression on H is a pretty gentle girl, even eating even seems a little clown. It's also the reason I decide will stay with her. I trưỡng science UNIVERSITY quizzes social and Humanities – Hanoi National University, and H is the student of University of Economics International, a training field with Singgapo (under introduction of H). I also don't know to name this school, just know that H to close the widely admired towering tuition day. The school's fees are quoted in u.s. dollars.

The early days of admission are two very eager, go on to tell each other also heard the story in school and about who you know. Sometimes we confide to each other about the intended in the future. Both will be out of school and find a real good job ...

I and H are the same in both family circumstances were very difficult. Parents have many years of H, H mother is his wife and yet also contingency marriage registration or any related papers. Father H do protect in the village, how much such wage but are raising those children of both foster story should wife H College just based on scanty amount from three of four rice nest's mother. To understand his circumstances which both spend every effort to save. Mother landlady thanks H for every week brought H 100 thousand money. Initially, with the money we spend to save by right poor students should still pretty rủng rỉnh, even a little off balance.

Then one day, two days, three days ... and then a week goes by, life is still very peaceful. But gradually, I suddenly realized there was a change in h. change starting right from the story that H told me every evening. She spoke with me about who you are "big" in the class, true to the name University of the international economy, you are all warm to her boy H Zhao with. The school only had only one case of the H family is difficult. To listen H ever since that was I saw worry lest H do not know will have to integrate with the environment training "luxuries" as H says, not to mention costs not counted by free money of an international link, does H have under featured or not?

But gradually I realised that anxiety just admit when seen H change each day. But the landlady seems quite strict management but the number of times in school, about school right now of H increasingly erratic. I gradually accustomed to eat alone, while the range and a half 2 H, 3 p.m. new about and would also tell me the rice portion. I don't ask much for thinking she has private reasons, possibly due to Schedule H, not the same with the University as we. But long slowly see H increasingly go soon late should I ask.

I don't suspect H has answered me a very indifferent, not hiding. The reason that I am also very telling H "diverse", then the H eat away at this restaurant, you you big in the class invited, other minutes the Lady decides to invite his nephews go sing karaoke, or the day you hard on would then invite the girls locked under the coffee. .. the story play away from wholesale which I heard the result has made me be "wide open" the eye. I was just surprised when getting out yet once would see H talk about education. The day was so, come the night, eat is H back borrowed a phone to ring with the "friend" her. And then just sometimes have a guy on the day to shuttle H, go to school or where to go, I don't know.

Which had recently over a month passed, increasingly better food, H a few minutes saw her bring about the breeze with me a shirt or a what's new. The money sent home to both doctor H mom, then she took the target from the middle of March, I was surprised not to understand where a lot of money to get H shops like. I have asked the manual and all, H is the "gift" of the man a lot of money there to flirt with her.

I asked H have liked none of them does not. H suddenly laughs as just heard something very interesting "? You think I have been mad that like them. Those ugly dude getting past the boys, no nothing. I just love their wallet, who told them it was stupid, what he did not receive the gift, have lost nothing. " I don't know what to say anymore, don't understand why in my heart at that time had a very unpleasant feeling, upset because of the way think of accidentally H or uncomfortable because of something else? I also do not explain.

Then I feel like more than an sa H on the dissipated, forums đúm of the "Generalissimo". Out of money, and said loan is purchase H materials, do more to cum so I also balances a little, see H hard, doesn't help you should loan me the bloopers. However meager amounts that do not seep into, and then casually I did know all the loan money left her sister H owner cut the hair right in the home gateway, H longer loans where , I don't know. I suddenly startled out of that: H H is not now that I met a month ago. But all is only the beginning, what need then will also have to come ...

 
In October 2008, Hanoi having a historical floods that quote the radio station still called the battle "deluge". Do hear the information predicting the weather that the siblings in the neighbors almost on top of that, only I and H remained due must still learn normally. Then came heavy rain, a day, two days, went into the House I began to be flooded. To come on Monday, after hearing a phone call H has told me that her boyfriend to pick her to go buy clothes. I laugh and tease H "rains like this don't know the fans he would back pendulous girlfriend go buy clothes?".

Then I saw H fun instead of the winter coat that a few days ago there was a guy that gave it to you. But due to the heavy rain flooded both the gateway should still wear jeans with Geraldine H go Sandals black Beehive that parents buy new day H. Comb the hair in a hurry and look smiling again and ask H I want to eat what, when would about H. I tease H: "Buy whatever, as long as the food is, not money, as much as possible at least, isn't it?", the two laughed merrily and then H turns off.

The "on the East under summer" still smiling mouth of H at that I never forgot. Looks like more lovely H, more nature, there is a part that is H love life and indifferent of the ago. But I do not doubt that the posture that was the last picture of the H student nature, love life.

That night, the next morning not on H, then again the next day, after also don't see H back. I am extremely worried and was forced to call for family h. next day mom H up, after hearing me tell her the situation, to the school to ask friends, instructor who knows what information about H but they all know only shook his head. These days the teachers and classmates all help parents find H H but still just numbers.

Then AWE floods also passes a week, two weeks, ... About four months later, one morning on the way to school, I suddenly make people out when witnessing a spectacle of unbelievable in my eyes again: H are heavy with the bike is going against me, just H already pregnant, belly was also quite large. In a few moments, the spirit has not yet shaped interior is what happened, I wonder should call or just pretending not to see, then I decided to talk to H see what. I am beckoning H, to the fifth sentence of the new first look and hear H looked at me. She stopped the car, I glance to realize the confused, partly as light up the fear in the eyes of H. I smile.

That day I did study session to unravel the question mark, the fret that I can't explain the whole time through. Two I stopped at a roadside Cafe. And I have to ask, ask all of what I want to ask. I want to know why H acting like that, why go without letting people know why, even his mother h. Uncle was miserable how when you think you've lost the only girl. H has not said anything, the answer of H is the bitter tears racing each other rolling long on Weasley face lethargy of young girl-a person about to be motherhood. Do not want further deep into the vortex of pain that H does not like to recall, I have H about the plan for the future. After a calm, H just told me she was still in school. The longer the baby in the belly, she'll still born it out despite his father not be admitted.

After the baby is born she will go home, talk to here the tears fell, from H to know she not pregnant my dare to go home again for fear of people know. Then H don't say anything about the future of her later, I suddenly like acknowledged the need in the eyes of h. And I wonder what has led to the eyes indifferent, in the morning would become inanimate? Is due to the harsh life line push or do H have one minute Miss villages, plunge into the whirlpool of life to lose yourself? I really can hardly explain.

Now sit written memories of the years of student life, I suddenly found myself unspeakably sad. Don't know the hour H? Maybe she had a child, it is also about one years old. Still learning at school? Whether H also can study when alone to feed their babies and all the funding for our departure? I am really very disturbed and saddened for the future obscure fuzzy front of h. And her life will go to where?

I write out this is a true story, it is the story of the life of one of her young students because a minute milieu, lack of thinking which has lose the future good of yourself, lose what I have tried to build. The University is a great dream of knowing how you students. On the University was a milestone, a glory for you as well as your family. But it is also a challenging step is extremely difficult for all of you to decide the future of each person.

Although knowing that there will be many difficulties, around the UNIVERSITY environment has many temptations, many students from the countryside up have not kept themselves that had to regret it all your life, but if the pass is at this stage, you will have success worthy of her efforts. I myself was still a student, more than anyone I know there are many cases of students, men's fall there, also. I tell this story just with the hope you will have more insight on life, especially the students. And above all I look forward to no longer having a H Monday, Tuesday again, this life will get better if we know looking at it from all angles. Please believe it!=

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