Bare words of a young pilot

For the money, I've lost his dignity, I disgust myself

Not so lucky was born in a poor family, so fears that austerity has always been bold in those anxieties, thoughts of my soul. So I always have a aspires and the will make his dream. It is to be established on the path to learning and living well off. However the little dreams he is really difficult for me. Because I was born into an extremely poor family. Dad's disease all year around, my mother, the only year-round concession with paddy fields. The day I officially step into the portal to the University as well as at the parent are struggling for the long day of hard, hard work, hunger and the anxieties of the whole family's future. So, should more than ever I always consider that you will have got not passive on providing money from the family. I know how to do more work, and the work would also try your best way forward the wages deserve help stupid part for accommodation costs, learning ... But despite trying hard and absolutely spend dè xẻn, save, I also can not enough money for living expenses, study in the place of this expensive city. Then one day, a friend asked me to go drink coffee. He said, want to make a lot of money but he's not disengaged tips for. Think he's joking, so I said okay, what you do, then you go to work with. The next day, he asked me to go play, he took me to a coffee, wait a while, then she has a range of more than 40 years to come. Then, he told me that, I follow this lady will have work to do. I don't know what to do, so docile sitting on her car and go by her. She led me to a vacation home, and at the time I understood his work to be done. I disgust myself, but she promised me a lot of money, so I have accepted. Later that day, the money is always rủng rỉnh for learning, living and shopping the other still ... There is even surplus to spend on the game aberration which students never reach. Also from here I started to slip in the occasional drunk sex with her man by 2 years ... and the money I earn more and more, I also eat more aberration. But one thing the opposition conversely is my education, the poor increasingly number of disciplines and more debt and probably I'll never implement complete his dream is to bring knowledge, learning to look forward to the change, the Rapture than for later life. I also started to feel the disgust from his work are still done, by sometimes that is the only tool to make money but not having little emotion, though is very short. And now when I have really wanted to get away from that to return to the days of hard, hard but full of ambition and dreams. But that's really not easy for someone who has actually dipped Indigo as I. With leave, the current thing for rice, clothes, money always rice perched so I still can not get rid of it. Ng. N. Q=