Near the husband but not be 'in love', there should be other doses?

Life after the wedding was quite satisfied, I worry for both when I have just finished school, got a job yet. I still stay at home housewife, even family will wait for you to work on. Ago when love, he loved to take me to meet friends, colleagues, I feel proud. You take care and attention I always encourage my family because my parents are not happy. I love how life because in this life have been men, sheltered and loved sincerely.

The date is unfortunately not much fun. After I have voted about 4-5 months started having contradictory from the married relationship. He often worked late, hardly salty in bedding, including stories at I pregnant yet. It made me think more, self questioning its not good anywhere, or you no longer love me, or you have the other person?

I cried more when every night you are to wait, if I have to go to bed early also sleep very drunk, don't care I'm longing to be near her husband. Gradually, he no longer respected family, my parents. Although I have stated the wedding before Daddy would say the words hard to hear makes you uncomfortable, you're very confident, don't worry, did motivate me.

I have elected to be 8 months, he moved the work, a lot of people, including women. I always spend a special affection for friends. This before I admire him, but when the family sees as no longer appropriate. Can't the fun would also join, even being the night you called me also goes out to meet, however, is you. I advise gently then get back the response, you said I don't respect, does not understand and does not love him.

I cried a lot, realized he was no longer interested in making me tired, healthy or even me late or early. Each time, he's not going I the whole month, even out of sleep. Home is buried his head on the phone, leaving the player in the background, or I need help.

I'm 23 years old, thinks his love in this life no man would have been. With youth, with desire and I think I was the one who knew how to make her husband happy relationship but in the end just got back the cold. Today, I say just treat me as the mother of your son, not more than anything else.

My heart pain, broken, crushed his legs could not be dropped, began run up, want to break down, how to find the shoulder to lean on. I too deadlock, dare not face with both her son again, flesh and blood son of two us. What should I do now?=