No longer 'Zin', I see no fault with her husband

Although my husband never referred to the past

Hello readers, recently the issue of virginity was taken up in the dissection of the network message page. I don't blame the man still too appreciate virginity, also does not support women living away, lightly virginity. So, I just want to tell off the mind -a woman has not been preserved virginity until the wedding night. I was born in a family in suburban Hanoi, from small, my parents always told me about ethics, standards of the daughters. And I also always aware that virginity is something very important to the woman. I never thought that there will do it before marriage. But really, I didn't keep it. The story began when I was a student, I love a person but the other classmates. Love is a time then the man is always demanding sex, I was refused several times, but then once I have failed. That day, I go to him, after the finish, he had locked the doors to the left and taking the power of a man pressed me for sex. I did fight, but with the stature of a girl less than 45 kg I was unable to do anything. And I have lost what they call as most of my daughters.

But deep down in his soul, I always feel I have an error with my husband

I suffer more, and the more miserable than when my lover adamantly demanded separation after took my daughter's life. I've tried begging to hold love him but no results, I am actually very painful for a very long time. And closed his life, not dating and chat with one other man. Until I met my husband. He is an old friend already familiar from so long ago. We met again and drink coffee, I tell you everything about herself, including what I suffered the loss of virginity. I don't think you'll love me from the heart, but you said you hurt the girl as I am, then I suggest we love each other. A wedding was held later than 1 year. He never arouse my past, also never ask me about virginity, about my feelings with him. He said, not interested with what's in the past, he's only interested in the present and reminds me to try the chalk early for the future of the two. I am very loving and grateful to my husband for his tolerance, selfless. And always thank the destiny has pulled us together. So I feel what is love, happiness, and sacrifice tron love. However, deep in his thoughts, I still always feel there is an error with my husband. There was an error because he had not been preserved virginity until the wedding night and for her husband-because only he who is worthy to receive it. Although, my husband he never required his wife to remain until the wedding day zin. Standing on the position of a woman go before, and did stumble in love, I strongly recommend you girls think and read the share of all readers on the Forum about this issue. And think more before surrender before marriage. E. zakss ... [links]=