The mentality of the man she lived with virtual happiness

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I was born in a poor family. I am the third son in a family of five children, and the only one in the family was studying diligently until the end of the University. I am also a very shy girl, 4 years of college I don't know love. Off the field, my first love was a he and his hometown, we love each other but don't have much time together, because I work in the South of the longer I work in Hanoi. The last day of the week, I don't know what to do besides sitting at home waiting for the phone , but he's also not sure sure about Jack I love her, so I left to go get her husband. My husband is a man more than I was 4 years old, he is the only son of a family should be from baby was her parents spoil, so I eat very well, spoiled, before meeting and marrying me once how much love with her class enough. However, he still covets a woman "virginity", and he apparently has found that in a country girl naivete as I, ... So, when I first met him I was feeling I was the half of his, you find every way to conquer me. Also, I do not have faith to love the present, see also "quite wrong" to form and work, back home to Hanoi so I decided to marry him only after more than a month of familiarity. I'm about making the home the bride at the age of 25, a year later I was born a boy. Friends look at me many "nghen refugees" and for that I am a pretty lucky woman. However, it anyone know that behind the casing happy, lucky is the chain on the pain without a woman would wish to experience. You never treat me as his wife.

Before the wedding, you find ways to convince me in the hostel, with the reason behind each other's should be before or after wedding night there is nothing important. So, I have followed you into the hostel, see the drops of blood that I fell in the first, he is incredibly happy and confess, if tonight doesn't see the drop of blood you will not marry you. Turns out, he married me because I was virginity, not because of love. I painfully realised this from his statement.

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Step foot on the House, I am no different a ô sin. In addition to work at the agency I have to worry about the whole meal cycle, sleep for the rest of his family. So, but haven't had a day he considers me as his wife. He's everything I never was on the phone, he also intentionally install password so I can not see it. He also does not let me join any something big, though small in his family and never ask me anything, ... that he blatantly talked to girls and dating them in front of me. I know you relationships with another woman, because after having children, you very rarely touched on. Or whether only the month or months. However, I also have no way of you must admit have Portuguese pair, because his phone was not touched on so there is no evidence. I also never knew about your relationship. Many times the couple conflicts, he told me that with my brother is just a dog, and not worthy of my wife, I never considered me as his wife. I'm just a mother of your son, who has helped him maintain the same breed, there are not. In my eyes, I was her man lang loàn

I don't know from where themselves become undervalued contempt so cheaply. Confided to friends they said or I'm not skillful and don't know how to be proactive in married relationships should he's bored. Think, should I also start eating, and emasculating reply than to charm you. But so beautiful, when I turned to hug him, he immediately sat phắt get up during the night and name-calling I'm loàn mausoleum, woman always requires only sex in her husband. The words he spoke out as the knife cứa on my heart, he insulted my dignity and my shame with her husband's parents, and her children in the collective. These years witnessed the daughter withered worn, my parents also knew and advised me not to be parted again. I also have many times thinking of this solution but I didn't have enough courage, because in front of your friends, colleagues, I am still able to express themselves is a happy wife, and the husband and his family my husband loves. Moreover, with the meager salary of a State agency which I also can't guarantee yourself and your child a life of Royal divorce as if đoàng. I'm extremely deadlock before his plight ...=