The secret pain of man ' infertility '

I believe many people know to feel pressure when carrying the responsibility of religious destination, nephew of who their lines, especially if there is a line of power and wealth. The only parents I.

Entire Cabinet expected on me and when I start to speak, move up in the same family and taught me the entire cabinet led by worry and sort.

I have to learn more, go more, meet much to equip yourself with enough tenacity and enough knowledge, enough maturity to the latter can replace three I burden of work. I live for the clan and not living for myself.

At first, I think there is also married, why I'll still live happily because we love but turns out I was wrong, there is a huge problem.

That is of course because I was the religious destination. The Cabinet has already made me think of that as a probably should of course and nothing I wonder about that.

My childhood is also not the same as the normal child because while other kids were playing, I'm busy learning and busy on his burden of expectations and the expectations of all their lines.

Internal trade but often not Cabinet expressed the sentiment that let me know. The Cabinet also does not let anyone in my family, including my parents be permitted to express love to me. Inner fear I will become weak if a guy get too much love.

I must be strong, it's cold then have more to take on the job of the company and the job. The two years I was six years old, bring me a bride that expressly did not ask my opinion I see that I want to married.

My fiancee is the daughter of a wealthy family and we take each other for political and economic purposes, in addition, there is little love. Already familiar live because everyone in the clan line and follow the internal things like to so I never emerged.

At that time I thought that the simple life, who must also have a wife should just marry once finished, done for obligations of a son, a nephew. But I was mistaken. Living with a woman that wasn't his rekindled love would be a difficult thing.

We were married but treat each other like strangers. After three years, I'm told, I'd li. My wife's adultery. The Cabinet agreed to because the Cabinet never to accept a daughter-in-law has no virtue. I am not responsible for what my wife.

I understand why she is adultery and I sympathize for her about that. She is a woman and she needs love. The marriage of the first break, I didn't think about going to remarry. I spent the entire time and enthusiasm to the company of your family, try to develop it on a larger.

Divorced five years later, I'm still single, I also didn't have special sympathy with a girl because I don't have time for that. I have a weak Cabinet. Internal intestinal fever and have introduced me to this other person who but I declined.

My first love is with a girl selling ice tea at the top of the Portal company. A few times the guest driver waiting car out, I sit in a tea and a chat with her. Really weird is I very much sympathize with her and gradually, we became close friends.

I am not familiar with the emotional expression in front of other people but with the reverse. I feel extremely comfortable and pleasant when in her side. When found out I was the Director of the company, the Italian girl allied to avoid.

She always cleaned before tea company and disappeared. More than two months later with the help of detective I find her. I said want to marry her, if she was afraid because I am too rich then that absolutely no qualms because I know, the Cabinet will agree with any girl would I put on.

But why is not there. She cries in silent and tell me her secrets, that she was infertile. Because she was infertile so she cannot marry any man.

She didn't want to make them miserable and she also does not believe there is any family can accept a daughter-in-law cannot afford birth and especially with my family, when I was the religious destination. I was surprise. Internal data I have agreed to this? I have a weak Cabinet.

Intern should expect to have a grandchild to closing the Bong, for peace of mind that their line had the who before the rules first. But in love with the girl who made me become a liar. I lied to the Cabinet that I suffer from infertility.

That's how many years I did not intend to get married because I don't want to do any gauge the girl would. But now, I have found the love of his life and though knew, girls still agreed to do my wife.

I know the sad lot of Cabinet. All three of my mother anymore but they still try to celebrate the fun for my happiness. I say, can give the right of succession for another person in line, who has the ability to take care of the clan line and capable students who but the most internal protest.

The Cabinet said, have raised me from baby sheets, taught me everything so I paddle against the burden of work and national line should the Cabinet agree never to me leaving the location of the destination you show respect.

My wedding was held. I must say my wife kept her story of being infertile. The life of the couple I am pretty happy. Except that we don't have children then what's not worth complaining.

No one in the tribe agreed for adoption because I like that means that, after this whole property will fall into the hands of another person's blood stream.

At first, I think there is also married, why I'll still live happily because we love but turns out I was wrong, there is a huge problem. Especially when I see my parents daily and sadly though they always try to keep the face of fun.

I love my wife so I could not break her to marry another person to have a child. I think about going to lie again, that I have to cure infertility and we can have children. My wife will carry the vote.

But my wife could not get pregnant. We can't lie that my wife is pregnant and her nursing where pregnancy, nine months after ten days brought about a child and to get our son. I fell into deadlock and felt very sorry to everyone in the whole family.

My wife is determined to reclaim the divorced so I can find a woman but I disagree. She said, if I'm not divorced, she will tell the truth to the whole family knew at the time, and certainly everyone will be very disappointed in me.

I want to be with this wife because I love you know how but I also like to have a child to be father and to press curious with the same parents. A way of self-loathing, I pushed myself into her own tragedies that can't find a way to escape.

My wife has done single divorced. She has also moved out with reason, she wanted to make her mother so she wanted to find a man. She regret years old decided to get me. And parents can't stop her though they very endearing.

They believe that she do so as not to be accountable and simple, it is easy to understand. My wife said to me six months to arrange everything. I am really worried and deadlock. I don't want to kiss, I again want to li to have a child. I don't know what to do. Why human life again too complex?=