Anyone want to do the third one, but I want love!

Before the wedding, I met him twice, talking a few sentences not beginning not the end but the look he's also charming, form. So I nodded. The wedding took place perfectly, my parents are cool with neighbors. He brought me up, helps me get familiar with where it featured noisy life.

Fear, fear of vehicles crowded, I just around the House. My husband is busy traders, usually from morning to night about the new night, maybe, not clearly see the face of his wife. I stay at home taking care of my husband's parents. Within five years, I was born two children, a son, a daughter.

Life for all are drifting away. When my youngest daughter was 6 years old, 1. I am home alone bored to the sick. So, my husband let me go sales in the State's Candy Company. Not very busy jobs, wages low but also "to children exposed to conditions of society". The first went to work, receive wages. Except for the wedding, and minutes to eat my first get familiar with the scale, makeup by sisters in the company. People see me bun also led me to go get a haircut, trimmed pressed for true fad. My skin is white, silky long hair, makeup a little bit makes my eyes the deep deep black, radiant lips. I look in the mirror, startled strange. I'm 30 and I first found myself pretty well.

In the company there is a poor guy I was 2 years old. He had a sad smile sad and he looked at me quietly, as he eyes have light spots dancing. That night, I was losing sleep. No one's looked me in the eye. I also never knew, in the eyes of my husband, I like. By almost, hardly sitting opposite conditions I have to look into the eyes of my husband.

First, my heart beats irregular. I had my husband and 2 children but perhaps now I love the first one. I remember feeling a known person, even like to fist him, want to head down to the shoulders. He also had a young wife and a son age 5. He said married since very young so I don't know what is love. He has never felt love so painful to think about. This I very much understand.

We are just fighting to be with the Lightning has six months and plunge into each other. As ephemera, such as dry-season forest fire. Just two hours was not texting, phone for each other was longing, suffering. Love stamped onto my face. Don't be those guys, mother-in-law, I suspect, always with my husband. And then the cold, when dealing with a wife who loves my wife also led detector. Both sides of my family are discovered the theft of our awkward.

My husband tear as animals, verbal map "slut girl loàn mausoleum". My husband's mother dresses suicide I is the map "congee Bowl diabetes mellitus", without my husband, I was dead in the middle of old, now eat the slippery rửng dress white grease. His wife also called me told me I was "old cabin", "pour girl stole my husband", "brazen".

My mother-in-law also injected the estranged mother of infection on top of both children. My son always closed in the room every time I plan on asking. When I hugged her daughter into you shy away and said: "Map by stage". What noise the whole body, chattering, coworkers soy sauce FRY. I have to quit my job because of not wanting to affect people.

My husband called my parents up the city, charged me on "to her he education". My mother weeping. My dad says I smeared the ashes plastered the husk into the family and I returned. Cannot describe the grief and bitterness and grief. I hand out White House, lost my job, lost, lost her parents.

All the pain I suffer but the loss of the wild as crazy as me. My lover cannot leave his wife because both his wife and his mother were both threatened to commit suicide if he run away from home. He brought me a small deposit to rent the House and say that I wait for him for some time. But I know that time is hopeless. Alone I'm suffering enough, why I picked him to bear the estranged as I.

I not only was third but also who betrayed. And I understand that, although in the role, despite having to deceive or hide your love hurts. But I just want to have a love for yourself. I just want to be loved. I don't want to hurt anybody. Why my life back to me so hard. Anyone want to do a third!=