Childhood haunts, I dare not leave my husband

Actually I don't really what life on the this life anymore, and has many times I intend to release students forget myself ... But just because think of the child that I was very pleased at the way to endure extreme pain this choice. Not so lucky was born in a family of broken plight, my dad too listen to grandmother's mother left I go get another woman just because a single reason that parents do not know the lay boys. So during his childhood the sisters I always carried in her anxieties, not my father and poverty. My sister always struggled as his mother make each crab, snail, the vegetables the grass ... to be able to plot the temporary living through the day.

I have keenly family break-up, so did not want his children to mistreatment humiliation just like yourself. Photo illustrations

Because of the extreme days should I so understand how the hungry, the poor, and a broken family with children who wandered, squinting boy, helpless. When coming of age I started having thoughts and consciousness that will search for a man who just have been the family economy, and love, his wife, ... And people like that are the only people who have in common the circumstance with himself about the extreme muscle, struggled. And then I got married to a man of the same motherland have similar circumstances, almost like that of his circumstances. But life sometimes hard to know what will happen, or like the fate of each of us was. My husband initially was a gentle man, benevolent, but when the life has little economic change he started in many infections the frivolous, Vice. He now smoothly on reinforced concrete tha wine tea, gambling ... and even add both dates, son daughter. Also from when he openly lived as husband and wife with a daughter he routinely beats my mommy to my home. From the man she was born a son to all parents of husband I also no longer consider me out anymore ... All the family home he now just want to mother I left out of this House so they are officially welcomed their nephew about living here. In time, many people have also advised me to take a divorce, leaving the silver man bẽo love, meaning multiple shallow to find yourself a better life opportunities. And perhaps can also meet the man really loves her.

In the distraught at the same difficulties, then sometimes I mủi Please also intend to follow the advice sincerely meaningful, but really I'm not know you can follow. By an obsession past the shattered family is very large. And I fear that my children will later encounter the scene thought hard, miserable as to what his mother had ever experienced. Now I do not know will do to survive in extreme suffering, worse like this.

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