Haunted by the picture my mom who loves and 'young pilot'

I love you and want to marry you.

I love people and love each other are 1 year, from when we were in the same class, I then in the travelers of this study also was the lover of root in Hanoi. Until now, both have been out of school and start making money stable life should we also count married in this new year occasion. But I'm very disturbed a work that does not know how to solve?

Nobody but we love each other have a year, has also served to House people who love to play but I never knew the face of mother who loved that just heard through the lyrics, and know she is a successful woman and modern ... But today I just officially launched the family I was met, and the result was a surprise when the familiar face he eyes me, made me very embarrassing.

It is a very beautiful woman, stylishly and modern. More painful, she is one of the patrons in Hai BA Trung district-whom I've met a lot of times when I did do more there to have more money for learning and life cover. Then, for about 2-3 days she came here to spend the afternoon together with a man, that is a "young pilot". Look at his least she ca dozen years, and that is the reason that I and some of the staff working there are very attention to her and the young pilot that guy. Time, they never the same and also about that is usually about 15 minutes apart. But they shared a room and the man she's always coming first.

But the image and the woman's young pilot guy keep haunting me

From today, I know the very disturbed, worry a lot, and also fixed several times to talk with her lover but I am afraid of losing the picture beautiful images, revered by the mother in the eyes of the people who love me. Besides I am also afraid to say this will make people love I misunderstood about me and the reviews I was a little man, pry stories ...

But if not this talk out then I feel in my heart that something of insecurity that I can't explain ... I was so afraid that when we have the wife, the husband, then the story will become more complicated and harder to say than, especially when my wife and I also have my wife as mother flower Moon , and she will plug for my horns I have regrets over ...

Time is still drifting and the wedding day is also increasingly a near, how are we still work and family planned and prepared in I'm confused that don't know will do? Should talk with people who love and continue to do weddings or quietly split up to avoid the consequences later on.

And if to this story to the family is afraid that the family home I also will not let me marry him again, because my dad he is a person of integrity, and feudal always to rigorous moral story idea. For being a woman of moral, happy weather qualities then he could not ignore that.

Also for that reason that I don't know are smoked sausage will do, should I continue or terminate everything here? Looking forward to the outsider more awake enough let me please advice so I can overcome myself go to the decisions for themselves.=