I have to sell sex to her husband. the 'dialysis'

I'm very worried because her circumstances

I'm really not know will do nothing in your circumstances, a plight éo le irony, as I was the person who created and me are not unheard of. So now I'm plunged into deadlock immensely without an outlet for me, a sinner. Born and raised in a family that didn't get anything extra for economy, should end just the level I had to turn on par workers earn extra money to help the family. 3 years ago, when I had just 22 years I held the wedding with a colleague doing the same factory, my husband is also a son the poorest should after the marriage of our life back as more strenuous due to the additional patron account debt costs for the wedding ... Over time I found out ourselves to hurdle disease Gynecology, should the child birth naturally is also not high. Knowing this but we still hide the family because the two sides don't want people to worry. However because of the difficult circumstances so we still don't have the condition treated, that waiting for the economy to more stable I am new ready for childbirth. And this is also the reason for my husband's mother always reminded about the yet to bear her a born grandchildren closing Bong, she hurries, sighing and wife I often ... But recently my husband has an illness, her eyes disease does not affect those of life, but it is a very costly disease, decimated by. My husband suffered severe kidney, and now this week I have to go to the hospital for hemodialysis guaranteed for life ...

Eager readers please give me tips

So inherently difficult life of the spouses, far more difficult than multiples of times, how many great-grandchildren's money to get the area devoted to face childbirth all had to cover for the dialysis of my husband. Even, sometimes the House not even money to pay for dialysis again, but as a wife I cannot see who her husband writhing in pain and disease.

Also because of the difficulties, and to have money for the dialysis of my husband has a few times her husband and family to hide prostitution to get money to pay for the hospital. This was the job I didn't want, but also just because no pole has, and there's no way to make money so I had to do so, fortunately both my family nobody knew this ... But wonder why my life back that I got so for me, the le in the times I did prostitution had few clients do not want to use the how to increase feelings of euphoria, and they promised to pay me the amount of remuneration is greater than many so I was reluctant to agree, whether in really don't want a bit but I also have to agree. And also because I subjectively about the possibility of her pregnancy so I have not used the drug to avoid emergency boys then so I was pregnant with one of those customers buy my porn ... The pregnancy occurred in my body but because of tired so I didn't, and who first discovered this no one else is the mother of my husband. Today I discovered she was pregnant, and her hand out to welcome the more excited than when my husband is worried sick about health, then I have good news ... my husband has missed at least allow what the family is the husband also had grandchildren, comforted ... I sense the shock about this but now I'm not sure how to resolve his story in a way, reaching the spectacle. If speaking out the truth about abortion in her belly, my whole family will be very hurt, people will also be very angry at me because the action outdoor. But don't tell the truth about abortion in the abdomen, then I will certainly have to keep abortion to lay as far as the will of the mother's husband. And so then I became a woman worst this planet and then, because her child is not the child of her husband's blood, my husband's family. This also means that I will have to mislead a lot of people, and still worse is I am deceiving myself now ... Now I don't know what to do, and need a sincere advice. We wish that the readers would awake I'm an advice. Van  =