Keep my husband by attempting to give birth

Photo illustrations Hello readers!It's sad to have to write those lines really up here, but I wanted to have the heartfelt sharing from readers. My husband is the only son in a family of up to four independent life should your thoughts in nails and family home her husband must have been defrayed son Tong Road. But unfortunately for my family after 3 dwindle beyond times, including twice to slaughter to lay still I haven't rounded the will that the family he wants. the doctor did warn me that it should not bear children anymore because my health is not good, fear will not be safe for both mother and baby. Also starting here my family doesn't warm smooth as before anymore, my husband was born of boredom alcohol tea, as also into stagnation. Added to that is the noise, yelling, and loud verbal, decry beating children, also just because you're the daughter, could not connect track and ancestor worship so he doesn't love them, don't care for mental health and the child ... More recently he was special there are many unhealthy relationships, relationships on normal level with a girl who worked in a cafe, karaoke.

Photo illustrations When I learned this I was gently admonished him and told my husband to family they recommend you stay away from these evils, but not the husband's parents not protesting the lack of jobs your healthy that they left out the jewelry. The reason for that because I was not the eldest son for your House, and you have to go find someone born a son for their line. And I will only stop when I was born was a son to the family home, inevitably I will have to leave when someone born was a son to the family, their line. Really I am very sad but because of ourselves, because of the children that I have to live and to direct the request of the family home. I decided to give birth again, now that I'm pregnant for the fourth time in a mood to panic, fear that I was born a daughter, my mother, my family? My life will and all my children anymore? Whether that claims they and the whole family home they had not accepted! Or there was born a son, but the operating times lay before doctors warned about the State of my health, so this time I am very not assured for fear that unfortunately what is happening, then the children will have to gauge. Because many of the thoughts that I am very pale, sick of not gaining weight. While I was pregnant to the fourth month of this period, I must rise up, and I don't even dare to take the examination because not enough courage to hear the doctor's conclusions about the State of my health and the gender of a baby in the belly ... I'm very puzzled, worried about his future and his family, the child of me that didn't know what to do? There are sisters in my circumstances give me please an advice to me was to continue living in the rest of his life on long ...   Thuvan ...