Single mother who abandons the love for daughter

I still remember the day I and the baby daddy Na decided to go to court to sign divorce is an overcast day.  Many people are still not off the surprised to know our divorce news.

Never quarrel, no other external relationships, never to worry to the economy, in the eyes of other people, we are a perfect family in times of difficulties, social unrest.

But with happy nobody say anything. An idea that the birth of the baby Na will help our relations be improved more but what came was to come.

Each person a job, a private concern. Me and you keep becoming more distant and went to the break with no reason to explain something: not in my life. This is why all the familiar young couples are often used to separate.

Have 3 years passed since that overcast day. Separated the first year, to greet and take the ride on the weekends. By the next year, his doctoral study abroad and stay there. I book her on the work in the company and in the care of his daughter.

Many people you intend to introduce to me the man fits, but I declined. I'm not ready for a new relationship. But love is always sudden stuff came and knocked on the door to the heart.

This feeling is probably from a long time I have been. Long ago that I don't remember how it anymore. He is a new colleagues moved on from a branch in the South. He was the North but after training in the United States has returned short time limits in the branch before returning to the Head Office of the company.

While I find the emotional agitation to asphyxiate them when the memory receives the message from a son. But to me: "Now don't have to go search for her husband, find a lover that is looking for her child."

My sister with my colleagues pulled me out of whispering: "Hey, someone ignored me!". Eyes towards you are sitting. How did I not know that when my birthday, he stood waiting in front of the House just to give me a red Crimson.

The swing in messages asking see last night I sleep have sleep or not, the help, suggestions and dedicated work. My ear, she still breathless colleagues:

"The Ian. Handsome, talented, elegant, circumstances are two back together. Heard the couple's divorce was also home to quite a long time. Son in Australia with his mother, no stress at all... ".

Undeniable is that circumstances have made divorce I open to you than all the other sons. A woman who divorces and parenting young as I feel trust and empathy with people having the same breakdown as yourself.

He softly, care and courtesy. I feel confident in the uk with a nod to accept a date to go to dinner with you on Sunday evening. Evening day we talk to each other a lot. He told me the stories about work, life, foreign parties.

I told you about the hobby, the joy in life. The story is too interesting and beautiful makes me dare not mention the collapse of both, do not dare to take off, said despite his double past times to come.

Not understanding is not that he also did not say that about my family though the evening he still brought me home early to take care of his little daughter.

While I find the emotional agitation to asphyxiate them when the memory receives the message from a son. But in Monday's luxury emotions, I realize that he is no longer the girl too dreaming and believe in the fairy tale about a Prince riding a white horse to catch yourself.

My heart fills the love but my mind still awake pondering everything about life. You are willing to go with my mother I went to see the animated films in addition to theatres, or transported me to go buy clothes toys for children.

But deep in my heart I do not understand why there are still fret that every night looking at her daughter asleep beside me, not from reclaimed floor 3. Have a friend also in my circumstances once said: "Now don't have to go search for her husband, find a lover that is looking for her child."

At the time I did not agree with that perspective. But now, sitting next to his daughter, I find that although not all but man that I will hand out to receive the dang is sure to be a second father of her daughter.

Was not under a time I wondered: "and you have to really be who I need for both parents my child?".

I have never heard him talk about his family or his son. He said: "I will not ask what my past, and I don't need to know your past. It is important that our relationship is ".

I've been incredibly sympathetic and thank you about that. Talking about the past is never helpful for later life. But sometimes I fret that for him, the baby of the current Na is or was a part of my past.

He did not deny the occurrence of Na in our relationship but never demonstrated that he is a caring and loving father.

At first, I thought that his elegant style has prevented him expressed an interest in my daughter. I also have never requires the man will come to her so loved his daughter. But the heart and minds of the same rise, the fret not from appearing in the Palm.

A Sunday, and I put baby Na movies. The film premiered at the time to wait, we sat eating ice cream. A peaceful Sunday and tenderness. Baby Na girded class 1. I took off the word chat with you about your child's school, your child should attend, what tomorrow.

When you just sit quiet listening, suddenly I found getting past the extremely angry. He said: "I will treat my child but eldest son of children. You will never catch you have to worry about the past.

Don't get involved in deciding what to my daughter in addition to improve economically. I hope you understand, and this is also what we need more discussion before progressing to a step further ".

I was crying a lot. If before, my heart is flooded with strong feelings for him, and the reason that says need more sanity with real life now, a mother's heart stop me again while reason always struggle that you are still taking good things for my daughter.

After many days of thinking, I decided to gradually leave me though cannot say that in no regrets. But I feel its the right decision because I fade away and understood why but all England's only response was silence.

She peers at the same room the massage xuýt now once again sorry for our relationship, that is women who once broke no easy open more are again. That now, I have a better understanding of time would run out.

The sentiment seems to have been touched to the heart but my life now has another go. I am a single mother and the man walked into my life I will need more than the feelings of a man for a woman.

Happy with who ever broke perhaps harder than others but I believe that if it will have the value, meaning over many times. I will wait and believe that true happiness will come to you, someday not far away.

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