The mind of a woman who is 'eat nem'

I can't live without love

 

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I recently read or categories of living and sharing, see the topic adultery, getting a lot of attention to the siblings. Do not dare to hide what the siblings, I am also a woman affair, but I never feel regretful about that, because I have his reasons. Though in the eyes of my husband and the people around me now, is she loàn mausoleum, but in themselves, I feel no disgrace for that.

I was born in a Christian family, was educated at đoàng, but I have never known 2 from luxuries entitled "love" with her husband. My husband is a successful man, and live pretty simple, he was desire of many girls, but except me.

We come together not by love but by prior arrangement of the two families. Before the wedding, I'm having a love of beauty, but because my parents are not accepted because they do not have the condition as my husband, so I am forced to do her husband. However, it has been almost 10 years passed but yet one day I forgot was the silhouette of the old people. The kindness, love, and the sweet kiss of you always reminds me of the crazy, ...

Meanwhile, my husband-a businessman so drunk with work and less interested in me. He just treated me like ornament to go with your friends, partner in every occasion. He is proud because I am beautiful, and I wish to know, accept the holiday to take care of the children of Britain, ... but you never know that life in the "caged son" which he created for me always made me feel cramped and depressed. The feeling is he always made me feel fear, because of the shape and the memories of ex-lover back towards ...

I have to find you after 5 years away despite knowing that he was married and had a child. Nostalgia suppressed on long between the two is that I was unable to suppress his feelings known. We did not hesitate to plunge into each other like two guys crazy and full of desire. You give me a real sense of lightness and softness that my husband could never be, with you, I feel his life meaningful and no longer cramped, I love you more than everything in this life, and love more than yourself, ...

The date of the us on a more dense, and don't need to be sneaky as the first time. For like as we came together, so that his wife also discovered this relationship after more than two years, she came home to meet my husband to "moral education" for me and my husband knows. He got to meet my parents to "tell" their daughter, then a meeting of families have enough my parents, parents had taken place but did not make me change my opinion. Now, in front of everyone I was a woman loàn mausoleum, and lives with her husband, irresponsible children, families, parents, ...

My mother told me, "obliterate the ash plastering the husk" on his face, Mrs. My husband's parents, the verbal is "kind of a woman washing her loss," in the eyes of my husband, I also became a wife have no and never deserved the wife, ... but I am no longer that important, because I do not have a problem with them at all. I was staying true to her crush, real life with love and emotion. That is true, and I feel happy because of that.

My husband also does not want to divorce me after what has happened, perhaps because he did "draw" out in front of your friends, your partner that I am a great wife, a loving husband, son, and like to keep the "picture" and "prestige" of his should he not want people around me know what adultery.

He has also repeatedly talked frankly with me about his views, and I think back to life for your father, but I refused. Because I don't love you, I was too depressed with the final confirmation was available on the party table and just sit on the Fed's to cooking people please. I want to manually processing everything in its sole discretion, to live and love in her own way.

Not convincing me, my husband went to see "the enemy" to do the work of thought, but also not the song. As he said, have lost once so I will never lose again.

I'm happy because he's saying and confirmed will go empty-handed without carrying anything, including child carries their line home. I can leave my husband, leave me, all but cannot live without love. I like to live the love, and never put to shame for that.

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