Married half a year and I still ... 'ZIN'

I have taken my husband was half-year round

This is hard to believe, but it is the truth. The truth that so far I still dare not tell their parents and friends. As I feared, the eye pity and pry of everyone around. Don't hide what you, I and my husband the same was born and raised in a rural district in Hanoi (please let me hide their address). In the countryside, the daughter of the son up to is often gathered together into groups. My group has more than 10 sons and 10 daughters play against each other. Out of 10 sons, my husband always gets the girl in the Group noticed the most, including me. Because he is not only handsome but also a family condition, and so know the women dimension. However, my husband loved the back is not me that is another girl, though that I don't what ugly compared to the other girls. I have witnessed the love of her husband with her, you play the same team. Love their beautiful but not get the consent of my husband's parents.

But still one woman left zin

My husband's parents for that, my husband's daughter is inappropriate, she was born in a family, then the benchmark missing affair, while his brother then most people to others, so they love manga. And then when they see me. Them to consult their parents before coming to ask me. My parents ask me, and I agreed to the wedding. Because I also loved him from a long time, though I didn't know that you love me. And my wedding is the choice of the parents, not of you. At first my husband not to accept, but family pressure, my husband has agreed to marry me. The day of the wedding preparation, I also very much, body mistreatment because my husband doesn't care, doesn't pay any attention to me, I wouldn't even talk to me any questions, which are all entrusted to parents to prepare. I also called pride Kiss, but parents had encouragement, so I try to endure in the hopes of marrying done-when your wife will have to change. But I was wrong, the wedding day as a corpse not spirits. During the wedding ceremony, he did not ask or talk to me would not offer guests. Wedding night, I am waiting for my husband but nothing happens. I try to endure, and for me one more time so he can forget about the old and accept the appearance of I. But I didn't get it, did that, up until he arrived and dating with former lover. Talk to my husband's parents, they've done, but I still didn't dissuade quit dating ex-lover. Can't tell my son, my parents to take home his former lover to say, but my husband and the other girl still dating together. I also do not dare to tell anyone that my husband did not care to her, because I was afraid, I was embarrassed and felt shame about that. Already half a year passed, nominally I was a married woman. But does anyone know that, and I never share the bed, every night my husband slept under the floor, how well do not go to bed, I don't even look at me. There are 2 minutes, I am taking the ground lies with her husband he put up beds, or go out of the House in addition to sleep, or wander somewhere for the night. The second half of last year, I just wilt trails, while his parents and everyone else thought I should be eating no lean ghén independence among. But who knows that half a year ago, I live next to her husband that not one day enjoy thank you emotions of a wife. What should I do now to salvage this marriage?. LTT=